Conflicted

There is a fear I am trying to work through right now, today. It feels very pressing, this need to resolve it. The way I handle this is key, not just to the present circumstances but to others moving forward. This is a test of emotional intelligence. I can go one of several ways. Which is healthiest? Which allows for peace in my heart and soul? Which will feel like I haven't dodged it but dealt with it? I'm so smart. My intellect is clear on how to go. My emotional side is straddling the fence. I am conflicted. I am scared. Ultimately, I will grow.